Today I wrote a letter.
It was only to make me feel better.
To anyone else it might look like a suicide note,
But I promised myself that I would never board that boat.
As I signed my pretty little name,
Someone was watching, wanting to play a game.
She walked behind me and told me to be still.
If I didn't listen, she said she'd kill.
She read the note, then stared at me.
"Oh I see."

"You want to die."
All I did was sigh.
She said "Give me your hand, today you finally get what you want."
Her smile will always haunt,
Haunt my memories, as she made me grip the gun.
"Don't worry, no one will miss ya hun."
She gripped my hand tight, making me pull the trigger.
I fell to the ground, the blood pool getting bigger.
She put the note on my stomach and let me be,
Now I fianlly understand that she was me.